Oh my god

You see this?
You see this right here?



Its name, my friends, bears no lie.
It was CHAOS.

Sweet, sweet, wonderful chaos; and some of the best rock that's soothed (and damaged) my ears and IT WAS A MOB. That was no crowd. Bullet For My Valentine came on and my head lost half its blood because of zero air and circulation. Unless you're willing to die for your favorite band, don't ever get up front, ever. Thank you for saving my life, ~HVCMCHEL, I love you, I would have gotten killed if it wasn't for you. Ahahahaaaa 8D *crooked smile*

Two bruises, a headache, sore throat and ear ringing. And an almost dislocated arm and I still smell the drugs. Nonetheless it was fantastic beyond no recognition. ESPECIALLY Avenged Sevenfold. They made me cry. Gunslinger never fails to touch my heart.

DDDD: *sniff* so emotional

Anyway.

How am I, you ask? Why I'm just fine thankyouverymuch (seriously, way to pity myself.) Man I dunno what's up lately. My life has been turned UPSIDE DOWN and almost absolutely CLEANSED of any messed up psychological problems that I've had thanks to regression therapy. If only highschool would disappear that easily, Heh...
It feels good to be normal though. Let me just say that.

Fanime's up and around the bend, muh friends. A month and a few weeks and I'll be off on my yearly ruckus of helping marrying people and throwing out free candy. And selling prints. On top of that, the webcomic has been postponed for a long while. There's a manga contest hosted by Wacom that ~TitaniumDioxide and I are attending, so chances are you won't be hearing of any concept art or anything like that in a while. But I STILL intend to do it. Bear in mind.

..Fanime. :\

Has anyone ever had that feeling where you're just sad or upset about something but always tell someone it's okay, and the only reason you'd say that is because they're worried about you? I hate that. I feel really uneasy and kind of tense about something that will happen at Fanime for me. I wish I could talk to somebody without saying that I'm just being paranoid, because I know that's probably what it is, but I know something bad will happen, I just KNOW it. No question about it. (I'm not psychic and it's not a premonition so stfu) and... gah I really don't know. This is something far beyond telling my parents about. Or pretty much anyone. I don't really know what to do at all.

whatev's

I'll be updating this section from here on out, so even if it looks the same keep reading if you're like me and like to read long junk like this.

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HAY GAIZ speaking of ~TitaniumDioxide. I DEMAND IT. Zelda fans, go read this NOW. [link]

It's a good fic by a good writer and also my best friend. I ask that you read at least one chapter and give her feedback. She needs people right now, folks, and is going through a tough time and I wanna do her the favor of getting her some appreciation. Please please PLEASE be a dear and do that for me.

This is the oldest to-do list ever, with a few priorities set forth:

-Manga project for Wacom industries contest
-Storm Riders character sheet for ~AmanoKarasu
-Concept Art - Isaac
-Concept Art - Nate
-Art trade with ~foxikun I STILL HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN I PROMISE
-Character cosplay sheet thingy for ~Kyasarin131, and I SWEAR I need to go argue with fedex for this person because she paid me for a print and they're not giving me no print. Because they're terrible. They always will be.
-Something Avatarded for you guys, because I feel bad

.....And watch. I'm going to procrastinate in between each one about 4 or 5 times. It's horrific. D: But then again I do have highschool, and friends and a significant other and therefore an actual life, so stuff won't be up for a while. Sincerest apologies. Honestly though, I've been on this diet thing lately and it's working kind of sort of, as long as I keep up my willpower I can drop down from 140 something to 120 or so by Fanime. HEY AT LEAST I'M NOT FAT OR OVERWEIGHT. For a 5'2" 13 year old, 160 is bad. O:< Now that I'm 14 and 5'4", I feel better about myself. If anybody has diet tips for me I'll be happy to hear them. GRANOLA BARS ARE THE MOTHERSHIP OF AMAZING

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Speaking of cons (where the feck did this come from, I don't know) I will NOT be able to attend Sakuracon this year, sadly, due to money and my parents not wanting to give me and an opportunity to him and do what here and wtf they don't want me going. So I'm sorry folks. :'< BUT LIFE GOES ON, Fanime's just around the corner, literally. It's like a 15 minute drive away from my house, which is awesome. duuuuhhrrrhr :B WHOO. ~HVCMCHEL was gonna buy my registration thingy but then I told him not to and now I'm in a frenzy to save. D: DANG, CAN YOU COMMISION ME AGAIN? I love youuu

LOLZ anyway. Cons I'm hoping to attend are FanimeCon, AnimeExpo (Long Beach), and hopefully ComicCon maybe possibly. I gotta make me some money around these parts because I'm saving for a 4-month trip to Germany in like, what, 5 or 6 years. ($8,000 is gonna take a while.) BUT! I've been thinking about cosplay a lot too. In the next 2 years hopefully, I'll be able to put together these groups:

Okay, back up. This is the list that I was PLANNING on, but are not likely. A "x" next to the name means it will probably not happen.

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann

x~TitaniumDioxide : Simon
x*shaolinfeilong : Viral
x~HVCMCHEL : Kaminaaaaa

Hellsing

x~theoddfox : Ahuucaaah
~AmanoKarasu : Captain Hans and/or Anderson
*shaolinfeilong : Yumie and/or Girlycard :B
~TitaniumDioxide : Blood Seras and/or young Walter
~HVCMCHEL : Pip
x~azrial881 : Heinkel
~vampirecuttlefish : Integra
~hitteh-pitteh : Maxwell

Fruits Basket

x*shaolinfeilong : Tohru
~HVCMCHEL : Kyo

Avatar

x*shaolinfeilong : Mai or Zuko (forgot already)
x~TitaniumDioxide : Katara
(I BETTER be going as Zuko O:< )

Band members... maybe XD (I swear it wasn't my idea)

x*shaolinfeilong : Jared Leto. This is gonna be just great
x~HVCMCHEL : Gerard... whey
Need to convince more people that we won't get shot

Air Gear

*shaolinfeilong : Akito (when I get the money for a costume *strivestrivestrive*)
x~TitaniumDioxide : Ine
~HVCMCHEL : Kazu
x~theoddfox : Ikki (I just realized how awkward this will be)
x~AmanoKarasu : Spitfire

Zelda

~TitaniumDioxide : Link
*shaolinfeilong : Leaf XD
~AmanoKarasu : Linebeck
I forgot the other ones >_>

Kingdom Hearts Organization 13:

I FORGOT THEM. ALL TEN OF THEM.

And that concludes my long list of, what half of are going to turn out never to happen. XD But that's the cosplay life, you know? ZOMG!!1!1DATS AN AWSUM IDEA!1! LETZ DO DAT1! And then it never ends up happening because nobody actually put together the costumes?
I'm really one to talk because I have no idea in my right mind how to sew. But they're my best pals, I get to criticize. (lololo I'm part of the group too. :B)

Back to Fanime, my hotel-buddies are:
~TitaniumDioxide and her mom, ~azrial881, ~AmanoKarasu, ~HVCMCHEL, ~theoddfox, ~MyShrinkSaysImFunny (maybe), ~vampirecuttlefish, & ~hitteh-pitteh (probably), ~UnworthyDaughter and her friend, and a few others that I'm probably not even aware of. DUDE IT'S A HUGE LIST. Two-room party time whoo

BUT LAUGH OUT LOUD. At these cons I'll be behind a table selling a bunch of junk. :B So if you happen to go to any of them, BUY MY STUFF PLZ I need money for trips.

I'm just a kid and I need to see the world before I grow old. Please halp. ;_;
You can also donate charity by buying things here -> [link] NOW GO.

Some examples of prints I'll be selling (all in my gallery too, by the way :3 ):



And bookmarks:



AND (not really) SPECIAL IROH COASTERS NOT SHOWN ON ETSY OR DEVIANTART come stalk me at a con. :3

Now, that's only my stuff. I'm part of the tiny Clockwork Costumes business with ~TitaniumDioxide, and we also host the Hostpital Clothing line (by ~HVCMCHEL ), The Cloth of the Creed line and DJ Spitfire records ( by ~AmanoKarasu ). So sometime in the future we'll have products available from them, as well. In the meantime, we've basically got prints, accessories, bookmarks, anti-vampire kits (XD) hat thingies, and all sorts of little goodies. So come stop by!

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YEAH. We're awesome like that. And that pretty much ends it; I have absolutely NO CLUE how I went off on cons like that, but I think this will come in handy in the future. Meaning I'll totally forget where I'll be going, who I'll be cosplaying as and what I'm selling? Exactly.

CHEERIO, FOLKS.

Commission things -> [link]



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Real-life friends


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